Belgium, to love and be loved...

[trishs_Angeleyes]

Well over a year ago, I fell hard, and fast in love with a man, who lived thousands of miles from me. He came to me, and the love grew. When he parted, I thought I would die. Then I went to him, not once but twice, I felt I was in heaven, when we parted, I left part of me with him, my heart.

You see, I'm older than he, and his family thinks that's horrid, they have threatened to disown him, should he have anything else to do with me. I will not ask him to choose. But, my heart can't let him go.

In secret, we love each other. In secret, he plans on coming to "visit" me. In secret, my heart breaks. Because, once again, the tips of my fingers will touch him, love him, and he will be gone.

My mind screams to let him go, yet my heart says, it can't stop loving him. Oh what should I make my self do? See him again, and be in the one place, that I'd die for, his arms. Or, tell him no, I will not meet him, because I can't bare to let him go? Tell me, what to do... someone, please tell me what to do... My heart clouds my mind...

I want him happy, that is the most important thing to me. I haven't ask him to come, and I find I can't as of yet tell him not too. He loves me, there is no doubt, and he is my world...

Please.. Please help me.

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Your Kentucky Sunshine

[imported_sham]

hi there,
hope you're fine. well, is the man that you've mentioned come form belgium?
seriously, when u know that both of you are so in love, especially knowing that he really loves you, what's there to hold you back? he is big enough to think for himself and should not let his family comes in between the 2 of you. love will work out no matter what the barriers are, age in your case for exampple. by being with someone older than him does not mean that his whole family institution would fall apart. my boyfriend is belgian too and worst still he's christian and i'm muslim! but we work things out just fine. for love sake, do talk to him and i wish you luck in this love and hope you'll be happy.

[trishs_Angeleyes]

I'm doing well, Thank you for asking...

Thank you also, for letting your heart respond. Yes, he does come from Belgian. Yes, he loves me, of that I have no doubt. And, he is his own man, to a point. A most delightful man. But, he doesn't love me enough. He will not give up what is his. I can't ask him to do that. The only way for us to be together, ever. Is for him to come here. No, it isn't what you're thinking. I have offered to leave all I own, my family and friends, and come to him. His family says they will not stand for it, that they will run us even from the town he lives in. Should, he come here to stay, he will never be welcomed back there... and that breaks his heart, and in turn breaks mine. We can't be together, yet we can't be apart.

When he holds me in his arms... when I hear him laugh, or see his smile, or look into his eyes... I know with all I am, I will forever love him. Should I die tomorrow, I will die loving him...

Thank you for caring, and giving me a sparkle of hope... with all my heart, I hope things work out for you and your boyfriend. Christian, Muslim... what does that matter? I don't know much about Muslim religion. But, I do know about Christianity. And, that God, IS love... All things are possible through God... Please, don't let religion stand in your way. Make your own religion. Love each other freely, and love each other completly. Life is just to short, the rest can work out. That is if he is willing to come to you, or you are willing to go to him. Love is such a precious state... and to find your true soul mate, (as I have) Please, don't let religion, stand between you.